Better Sister

Sometimes I think, could a be a better "big" sister than I am? I am the oldest of three, a seventeen year old sister and a nine year old brother. When I was younger, and even now occasionally, I hated being the oldest. It is cliche but there is a real responsibility to "be the oldest," which means setting the example. I need to never lose my temper because it will influence my siblings etc, etc.

But why complain? I do love being the oldest, and I wouldn't change it. I love being able to be the example, and giving them advice from my past experiences. Recently I have noticed I influence my siblings a lot. Alejandra loves musicals, and british culture because of me. I introduce Anthony to new music all the time, and he ends up loving it. But, maybe I could be better at the job, by making a better effort. There is always room for improvement.

Contacts Part II

Picture me practically in tears at 10pm on a Saturday night, in front of my mom's bathroom mirror. Why you ask? I became so frustrated after practically an hour of attempting to put a damn contact lens in my eye.

Mom - "You can do it. Just don't think about it. Look up."

Sister - "It's really not that hard."

Me - "I CAN'T! WAAAH!"


I really can't believe I am admitting this on my blog, to all three of you, but I started to cry. Like I tell Rafa, wearing glasses just isn't me. I don't feel like myself. I feel like I am just trying these out. The thing is I can't even touch my eye, and damn it, that night I really tried! I would get close, and my eye would automatically close itself. I felt so depressed and a failure. Even now when I think about my inability to put the damn lens in my eye, I still get sad. Will there ever be a happy, glasses free future for me?

5 Facts About Je$$

1. I looove meat. I make no excuses or apologies for it. I love it. As a Catholic, Lent was torture. No meat on fridays for two months(or so)? I respect you if your a vegetarian but it just ain't for me, although I could do without some fast food chain burgers. You know who you are. No need to name names.

2. I love malls. Arcadia, West Covina etc. I love all the stores, food and annoying kiosk salespeople.

"Excuse me Miss, do you have just a second so I can show you something."

"Noooo! I don't need to be brainwashed to buy a piece of crap straightner."

Just kidding. I wish I had the guts to say that.

3. I started driving a month before I got my license. I am a fast learner.

4. I adore music in spanish. Banda, Romanticas, Spanish Rock, Pop..anything! My iPod is about 80% spanish songs. I especially love Luis Miguel. I want to see him in concert. He's a hottie.

5. I am not sure of my future. I actually have been inspired lately by other's writing. I wish I had the guts to consider a career in journalism, but its seems so unstable and not "safe." Uhhh.

Glasses Vs. Contacts

And the battle continues. I have never, ever been able to wear contacts. Let me explain, I have always "known" that I wasn't able to stick something in my eye, so when my mom made an appointment for a contact fitting when I was around 16, I already had a bias. Let me just say it didn't work out.

I am forced to wear glasses. My vision is extremely bad, and even though I can't give you exact numbers due to the fact I have no idea what 20/20 or any of that jazz means, I am going blind! My vision gets worse each year according to the optometrist. With that in mind I feel that I am somewhat ready for contacts. Rather conquer a fear than be a four-eyed miserable biatch forever.

I tried to find a picture of myself wearing glasses to add to this post, and oddly enough, I can't find one anywhere on my computer!

Current Favorite Things

Pink Blush - Any kind! I wasn't really into any face products up until last month when I discovered bronzer. Due to bronzer being unpopular in the winter, I have moved on to blush, which I believe makes my face more lively and bright. I love blush! I want to try NARS in Orgasm.

Barack Obama - I love this guy so far. Everything he has done in his short time as President, I have agreed with.

Weather - I love rain/thunder...when I am inside!

YouTube - I've been obsessed with all things YouTube. You can find anything and everything on there. Last month I used it to help me wrap presents. It worked huh Rafa?

Costco Frozen to-go Pizza -This is probably on the list because I had it tonight, but it is soooo delicious. It tastes better than the pizza you buy at the Costco Food Court. With a three dollar coupon, the pizza was only 6 bucks!

Michelle's dress was made by previously not well known designer named Jason Wu. Lucky ass! The dress was beautiful though.

First African American president and that is all I can say? Sad.

I haven't blogged on here for a while. Okay, not that the obvious is stated, let's get the ball rolling. Let's start with a weekend rundown:

Friday-Hung out with Rafa all afternoon. Can't quite remember what I was doing before that, so we will skip it. We headed to the mall where I needed to exchange a coat I had bought online from Forever21. I went in with the intentions to exchange for a shirt I had been lusting over online for quite some time.
I asked one of the salesgirls and she believed that they didn't have them anymore. I ended up leaving with a super cute necklace, and a 12 buck Forever21 giftcard. After looking on their website again I have found another cute shirt I will look for next time:
Saturday: Saturdays are my families designated "clean the house" day. My mom, sister and I had the lovely task of cleaning. If you can't tell already my house is very stereotypical when it comes to gender roles; my dad and brother were outside working on the car. LOL That night I headed to Rafa's house. We rented Hancock, which I surprisingly really liked. The twist in the story was really unexpected. I don't want to spoil it for those that haven't it.

Sunday - Sunday was my first time driving to Pasadena alone! Well not alone, technically as my sister was with me. Can you say nervewrecking?

Today was inauguration day. We are all actually witnessing history! I want to post a specific blog about today, so expect that tomorrow.

Confessions

I hate knowing how much gas my parents put into their car. My dad knows this and makes sure to let me know how much he spends at the pump each time.

I've moved 6 different times throughout my life.

If I could I would listen to my iPod 24/7.

I've been to two Shakira concerts; I loved them both.

I have a love/hate relationship with Christmas. I love the decorations, food, etc, but I hate the hassle of presents.

Everytime I see a homeless person, I think of why they are there. What made them give up? What made their family give up on them?

If my hair is lucky, it gets washed once a week.

I wish I had the guts to go blonde, or bright red.

I think about the future way more than anyone should. I wish I would let it come as it would.

No solo de pan vive el hombre.

For lunch yesterday, my family bought some chinese food. Fortune cookies are my favorite part of chinese cuisine! I opened mine and it said, "Live like every day is the best day of the year." Deep.

I'm thinking of making Thanksgiving themed cupcakes. I want to make cupcakes for every holiday. Cupcakes cheer up people! I've spent hours online browsing through recipes and decoration ideas.

I am so glad there are peaceful protests against Prop 8. I think I'll join you.

Adventures in Voting

"If there is anyone out there who still doubts that America is a place where all things are possible; who still wonders if the dream of our founders is alive in our time; who still questions the power of our democracy, tonight is your answer." - Barack Obama, Nov. 4th 2008


Being 19 years old, I am proud to say this is the first Presidental election I was able to vote in. My polling place was a random elementary school, a few blocks from my house. My and my mom arrived somewhat early, so we felt excitement in the air. I was suprised to see many young poll workers, as I was warned by my English teacher that verrryy old people usually work the polls. If you know me, you know who and what I voted for.


I don't have words to describe how it felt when they announced Barack Obama as the 44th President-elect. We were experiencing history in the making. The country being in the state it is, it won't be fast and easy to fix, but it's coming!

Sadly, Proposition 8 passed. We move so far ahead, and so far behind.

I Suck...

at being a consistant blogger. I read others blogs, and they always have something interesting to say, while it takes me like a week to post a semi-interesting blog. Ugg. I need inspiration. Anyways, Halloween was this past Friday, and it was so much fun! I forgot to bring my Cowboy football player costume to my cousin Nancys house, so I borrowed a black shirt and black tights from her, and a pair of the cutest cat ears ever (complete with a piercing on the left ear). We trick or treated with a few of my cousins, and my siblings. It was so much fun. Thankfully we didn't encounter any houses with a Yes on 8 sign, because you know shit would go down! LOL I'm semi-kidding. Right now I am actually enjoying a fun-size skittles bag from my brothers Halloween candy stash. Shhh..

Thanksgiving is just around the corner. I love the holidays!

New Format?

Why is it so hard for me to blog on a regular basis? I am painfully unoriginal, and I can never think of anything to blog about! I wonder why..I think in order to blog daily, (or at least a few times a week) I need to change how this blog works. I am going to try a new format in this post, and hopefully this is the change I need.

#2 Essay - I have an 5 page essay due for English tomorrow, and I am barely on the 3rd page! I love to procrastinate, but I've noticed that I work alot better under stress. I received a very good grade on my last essay, which was written last minute as well, so hopefully that happens this time.
Halloween - I love Halloween! I love the costumes, decorations and if you know anything about me..the CANDY! I consistently have candy with me at all times, either in my backpack or in my purse. With a whole holiday dedicated to candy, who wouldn't be happy!?
Coming Election - Cross your fingers that Obama wins. What would happen if he didn't? I do not even want to imagine! I also hope and pray that the right Propositions get passed.
Christmas - Ugg change the subject. I will elaborate on that later.

NO ON PROP 8

"There are people who have said I'm being brave for being openly supportive of gay marriage, gay adoption, basically gay rights but with all due respect I humbly descent. I am not being brave I am being a decent human being, and I don't think I should recieve an award for that, or for merely stating what I believe to be true, that love is a human experience not a politcal statement. However I acknowledge that sadly I live in a world where not everyone feels the same." -Anne Hathaway's acceptance speech at 2008 HRC




I want to dedicate this post to something I have very, very strong opinions about. Hopefully by the end of this, you can get the jest of what I am trying to say. As ya'll know, Proposition 8 deals with gay marriage. A vote on Prop 8 makes gay marriage illegal. Before interracial marriage was legal, many people said the same thing against that, that they now say against gay marriage now. How many people opposed giving women the right to vote??? Many people are uncomfortable voting No on Prop 8, because of their children being taught about gay marriage in school. First, there is nothing that says that will happen. Second, my second grade brother Anthony knows about gay people and my parents have taught him to be accepting of everyone. Third, just because a child knows about gay marriage in no way will "turn" the child gay. Everyone is who they are. Despite your feelings about homosexuals, NOONE has the rights to deny them the right to marry someone they love. I believe in equal rights for everyone, including women, men, mexican, black, gay or straight.

Updates

I do not think this blog post will really be an update but I just didn't know what to put as the title. This week and weekend has been pretty chill. I recieved my last paycheck on Tuesday, so me and my sister headed to the mall. We stopped by H&M, where I bought a long-sleeve white shirt, and a black sweater. I need clothes for fall and winter! We also stopped by Sephora, where I was pressured (by myself) to buy a Urban Decay eyeshadow palette. It is beautiful though! I cannot wait to try all the colors.

Yesterday me and my family went to watch Wall-E at Caltech for Family Night. It was the second time for my sister, brother and I. I loved it even more the second time around. I honestly think Wall-E is probably my favorite Disney Pixar movie. Hopefully I have time to update this weekend.

Debate

Its 1 in the morning, and I'm blogging. Hmm. Anyways, this past Thursday was the first and only Vice-Presidential Debate. My dad and I watched and I must say, Sarah Palin surprised me. She did better than I thought. I mean, have you watched her interview with Katie Couric? Wow. Despite this, she is still not someone I want as Vice-President, much, much less President. Don't get me wrong, I'm all for a woman becoming President, just not her.

I'm so happy that this is the first Presidental Election I will be able to vote in. I mean when is a more perfect time to voice my opinion, as small as it may be. Barack Obama is for sure getting my vote, despite his non-support of gay marriage. Hey, no body's perfect.

Enough politics. I didn't end up going to Six Flags. Long story short, I wasn't feeling good in any way, so I decided to stay home. It's not a BIG DEAL. Anyways, tomorrow is my cousin's sons birthday party at the park (whaaat!) I know its freezing, but tacos from the taquiero always makes me happy. Expect many pictures in tomorrows post, for the lack of them in this one.

TGIF

Thank God it's Friday! I have a good feeling about this weekend, even though I will spend most of it studying for my Chemistry quiz. Chemistry is definitely not my best subject, so we'll see how that goes.


This morning when I woke up, I had a huge craving for an omelet. Determined to make one, I rummaged through the refrigerator, and found most of what I was looking for. The result? A three egg omelet, with a filling of tomatoes, onions, cheddar cheese, jalapenos, ham and a little bit of parsley and thyme. Delicious! I hope that this means my cooking skills are getting better. This weekend, I failed to mention I am also going to Six Flags for Vons Night, which is one night a year where only Vons workers can purchase tickets. We have attended Vons Night the previous two years, where it took place in Disneyland. It was a lot of fun, as the park was practically empty. Hopefully Vons Night at Six Flags is the same!

Weekend Recap

Life has been pretty eventful for me lately. It has consisted of a new semester at school, a couple of "parties," and of course, ever present drama. I have made a commitment to this blog, to include more pictures in each post, as visuals make everything much more interesting. This past week was very interesting. On Friday 9.20.08, some of my cousins and I drove to Hollywood to watch my cousins' band The Sweet Dominiques (formally known as Further) play at a bar named Crane's Hollywood Tavern. I loved the place! It truly seemed like a backyard house party. For some reason there happened to be a table full of cupcakes, which were grabbed quickly by some of us. We later found out they were for a girl's suprise party. Ohh, well. The band was awesome as always, and I was especially happy when they played my favorite song, "Paralyzed." Overall the night was really fun, and I can't wait for the next show.






This past friday, I attended the most weird, akward yet suprisingly fun wedding. My Uncle Julio was celebrating his third marriage, the second within a year, to a woman he has only known for about three months. Yea, that kind of says its all. It's safe to say noone was comfortable being there. The "baile," was fun however. We all formed a circle and danced our asses off. My brother was the main attraction with his hip-hop moves. Fun night.

LIFE

Life is really good right now! I realized that my life really doesn't suck as much as I thought! LOL I mean I have everything I want and need you know? Anyways enough of that, I need an update! I quit my job a few days ago, after working there for about 10 months. I feel like that chapter of my life is closed; the fresh out of high school, salon job part of my life, and I am ready for whatever may be next. I might take a month off, and with school starting in September, I will be pretty busy, but I will be job-hunting!

Yesterday my cousin Gaby had her baby, and its soo cute! I love new babies in the family, especially boys. (There seems to be a shortage of boys in our family.) Congrats to her, and I will be sure to take a picture with the little man and post it on here, since my blog is in need of pictures.

POST

Haven't blogged in a while I know. This past Tuesday was my sister's 16th birthday, and we went to Chili's to celebrate. I looove Chili's now. It is sooo good. I ordered the chicken tacos and they were one of the best I have ever tasted. So good. Tomorrow is my sister's party, so today is basically going to consist of preparing everything. I am planning to help my mom make potato salad, and clean the house. I haven't bought my sisters present, but I am sure she can wait until I get paid, because I am dead broke!

Yesterday was my first time eating at Dave and Busters, but I wasn't let in at first because in order to get in past 9, you need to be with someone 25 or older. I honestly, do not understand the point of that. Anyways, it was good food as well, and the games were fun too. Hopefully I remember to take pictures of the party tomorrow. PEACE!

THANG!

I really liked Pretty Woman! I can now see why so many people love it, and why it skyrocketed Julia Roberts to the A-List. In the movie, Julia Roberts reminded me of Audrey Hepburn in Breakfast at Tiffany's. I loved it.

Yesterday the family ended up going to my aunt's house for some tamales. We watched the Laker game there, and they won! Sadly I won't be able to watch the game tomorrow since I work. Today for some reason, I haven't been able to stop listening to Black Eyed Peas songs. I think it has to do with the fact that Taboo from BEP, was right in front of me in line at Target, and didnt say anything! Note to self: Next time you see a "celebrity," SAY SOMETHING!